http://blip.tv/file/1015028

Awesome. One of the funniest things I've seen in quite a while.

Why do I picture Godfrey or Ramble as Web Dude?

I have few dreams. Even less that I remember. At best all I can remember is a feeling that will sometimes give me deja vu, and maybe a "screenshot" of sorts.

I have had no dreams recently.

Waking Up
Light & Day (Official Version) (Scrubs Version)

Was a difficult one to find a song I felt matched the mood of waking up, but I am happy with this choice.

It's always going to be a good day.

Found this on an old post, and have decided to do it again, but in many seperate posts over the next few days.

My life in music

Opening Credits
Adiemus (Sci-fi Vid) (Original Vid)

A difficult one to choose, but a good one. Not much one can really say about the opening credits of their life, but I like to think this would be a good intoduction.

Other songs will allow me to say more, but for now, that is today's song

There is nothing more depressing than reading old LJ posts.

Sleep.

Read El Goonish.

Finished. Caught up.

....

3
2
1

*Hyper mode*

GOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISHGOONISH

Well I'm glad that's out of my system.

Awesome. Tis awesome.

I've been trying to link the charcaters to we peoples.

For me, I'd like to think I could be either Tedd, Elliot or Justin... As much as I think I do have some things in common with Tedd or Elliot, I think Justin is most like me... which is kinda wierd as he is gay.

Sarah reminds me of Jo somewhat. Not really sure why. Maybe it's because they're both quite "normal"? (No offence :P)

Tedd would probably be ramble, but although they both perverted, they each have their own style's of perverison (Tedd's is funny and not that bad, but weird. Ramble's just disgusting most of the time)

Elliot would be Peter I think.... but I'm not sure how Ellen would work in that situation... who exactly is the female version of Peter....?

Susan reminds me of Zongyi... largely in part to do with the hair, and some of the attitudes like with the hammers. Other than that I guess they're quite different though.

Nanase... hmmmmmmm... nope, cant be linked. Same goes for Grace (To be honest, who can you link in real life to a shape shifting were-squirrel who is as naive as they come?)

Dunno why I wrote any of that, because only Dic will know what I'm on about... and McKay if he still reads it.

Meh.

Hmmmmmm.... EGS avatars....

Too... much... El Goonish...

Must sleep. Up early tomorrow.

No. Only another 18 months left. Only another hour.

Read

Sleep

4 days.

Sleep

I must read it. Or the owl will eat me....

So tired...

Sleepy...

READ. The owls. They come in the night.

Sleep...

read...

sleep...

sleep...

sleeeeeep............

ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Looks like an old obsession will return for someone.

http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2008-08-20/new-fullmetal-alchemist-tv-anime-series-confirmed

Got my first bit of info on Uni from Bath (Took them long enough)

I have got the accomodation that I wanted, and I have a pod in the room, so it is all well. £78 a week. Not too shabby.

So yeah, that's all I have to say about that.

Oh!

And I spent the morning shopping for kitchen stuffages for Uni too.

And that's all I have to say about that.

Upon searching Collegehumors archives, I found this, which was amusing.

Tizo'pil Yun'tchilat ~ Jacen Solo

It Is Day Of Judgement ~ Apocolypse Tank, Red Alert 2

D-Day ~ Allied Forces

Many days. Many meanings.

There were 12 Dhuryams at the start of Tizo'pil Yun'tchilat, and by the end there was one. The other 11 had been killed. Slaughtered. And while tomorrow doesn't quite have the same consequences for failure, it is still a very important day. A day of decision. A day of judgement that will influence our entire lives.

And that's the truth, really. Tomorrow will probably have the most influence on the course of the rest of your life since fate chose who your parents would be.

Kinda scary, and yet I hold no fear. Kinda daunting, and yet I stand tall.

For I know that whatever happens, everything will be fine. And well.

And I smile. It is not the smile of joy or of resigned sadness.

It is a predatory smile.

I look my future dead in the eye. My fate.

And I am ready, ready to take the challenges, the trials, the tribulations. The ups and the downs. The wins and loses.

And so tomorrow, I declare this.

Tchurokk! Tchurokk Yun'tchilat! "Witness! Witness The Will Of The Gods!" Burn bright. Burn long. Fight onwards till there is nothing left to fight. No matter what the odds. Stand tall on your own two feet and never stake a step back. I'll never lose, because I'll never let myself give in.

Take it in your stride, every defeat and triumph. And create something beautiful.

Make it a show they will never forget!

A great book once told me that you don't have to know what you are. You only have to be what you are.

All you can do is decide. Choose, and act.

You don't have to know anything, or know the answer.

You don't have to conform, or be normal.

You don't have to understand, or comprehend.

You don't have to be fixed, or complete.

In 70 years, I'll be dead. Or worse. Odds are many of the people reading this will be too. Over the next 70 years I will interact will literally 1000s of people. In 200 years time, all I'll be is a name in a book. I wont have a legacy. I wont change the world.

And I dont care. I wont be there to regret anything.

When I die, I wont be there. The last neurons will fire in my brain and millions of cells will die and decay. And that will be the end of Adam James Hyde, borm Friday 13th October, 1989, to Debra and Graham Hyde. There will be no heaven. Or afterlife. Or a soul.

Gone.

And nothing will matter to me anymore.

And I dont care.

The depressing truth is that there is no point of life. At the end, there is nothing waiting. No prize or ending ceremony. One instant you'll be there. The next will be oblivion. A lack.

And I dont care.

An end. A termination. Blackness.

So now I have a choice. I can either mope around feeling sorry for myself, simply filling time before that end, and once I reach it, I can be happy I'm there. Or I can just be happy. So when I hit the end I can think "Yeah. It was worth it, and I would do it all again given the chance"

I can choose, and I can act.

When I die, I want to be there. A smile on my face. Peace in my heart. Knowing that I loved every single instant. Knowing that it was worth it.

And if I could do it all over again, I wouldn't change a single, damn, thing.

There is always a choice. Make yours.

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Afterword.

Upon review I can discovered this to be the most optimistically depressing thing I have ever written.

I would also like to point out that my views on death, particularly on a soul and afterlife, are my own opinion. Please dont flame me because you believe differently, and while I encourage discussion in the comments and other LJs, I would ask we keep this civilised and controlled, in order to prevent past mistakes from reoccuring.

Finally, while the post was originally intended to be a reply to Carl's recent post, I found that after the 2nd sentence it no longer truely became relevant, and it has become simply a post on my beliefs, rather than a reply. As such, if you would like to take away parts of it for yourself, then go right ahead. However, if you believe I have said something in regards to you that you disagree with, there is quite a high chance that I did not have you in mind upon writing, so please do not automatically take offense.

That's about all I have to say. Goodnight if you're still awake (sleep, damnit!) and Good Morning if you see this in the morning.

I cannae connect to google and some other websites.

Tis most weird.

If only...


Although a court case was won at the end of last year, whether or not anything comes from it has yet to be shown.

In related news, I have tried out the related MMO's beta. Unfortunately, it is too heavily incomplete right now to be playable. I'll give it a couple of months before I try again.

7 days until "Tizo'pil Yun'tchilat"

because no one seemed to find out what it means, I'll tell you.

"Tizo'pil Yun'tchilat" is Yuuzhan Vong for "The Day of Comprehending the Will of The Gods", in which I refer to results day.

9 days until "Tizo'pil Yun'tchilat"

That can't actually be possible... not that that price, surely?

http://www.overclockers.co.uk/showproduct.php?prodid=GC-000-OC

I have discovered I have a writing style that is a mix of Grant Naylor, Aaron Allston, Michael A. Stackpole and Douglas Adams...

They conflict, but the result is ok... I think.

Expect more before the end of the week.